out for a night~ just oneeeeee night... in e nameeeeeeeeeeee of love. *remembers moulin rouge* as usual, when i have nothing to do, i start blog surfing, reading old blog and diary entries, old photos... reminiscing e past. another extreme and radical end of e spectrum... many ppl live too much in the future that they neglect e present. for me it's the past -.- ok la but at this point i think it's more beneficial than debilitating.
anyway a few days ago i looked thru the cat class photos... lolz and printed the entire chunk. intend to make it into an album... photo collection of courage cat class '07. lolz then i shall bring it for our catechist outing (sobz pray i can make it... but haiz v busy eoy schedule) and aunty annabelle, anthony and i can sit and laugh and remember the good times =) i miss aunty annabelle... haven't talked to her in such a long time. and anthony too. still see in church la but so little opportunities for the chats we used to have. actually haiz many ppl in the catechist group. i tend to have stigmas towards adults (which is currently intensified by the many utterly ridiculous enciks that i've come across these months), but that group was really amazing. sad that everyone split up. reallyyy looking forward to e reunion (if it does happen... but it will la eventually. haiz but with my many burnt weekends... just hopeZ). e power of nostalgia... makes u appreciate wat u had. then u project it forward, it'll make u treasure what u have.
its october. really late in the year. hols are starting soon... and all this just washed over me cos there's such a surreality (esp concerning time) in army life. lolz jacob once mentioned while we were in e field... and that phrase just stuck cos it describes this entire feeling so precisely. 13 more months~ must make ord planZ omgggg damn exciting have a 8 mth break after ord. holidayyyyyyy. so many ppl want to work but ugh. young! must enjoy leh if not now then when. seriously... my mum always advises me to invest in property (and other hackneyed financial advice)... but i want a sportZ car! cos i think it just totally looks weird when a sports car drives up and everyone is ogling at it... and out pops a 45 year old balding man in a midlife crisis. must be some dashing young 30+ bachelor in e prime of his youth (ok la... a little past the prime time) that swings open e door and pops out de maaa.
ok faintZ drift to another universe le. wings of delusion. wings of freedom. lift me from my woes. but hm if there's one thing i appreciate abt these few months... it's the banishment of the constant buzz of stress from things not completed yet in the past few years of school life. in school, there was no respite. u (lolz ok la cannot generalize... must use 'i') only find time for myself by procrastinating. if not u just end up getting lost in the whirlwind of work. whereas now, there is really nothing at all when i bookout. the only stress is the uncertainty of when to book in again (which while significant, is a very different kind of stress). rare moments of respite from the demands of circumstances. feel like doing a prose on procrastination... i maintain that it is one of e best solutions to the buzz~ but it's late and must sleep... tmr early morning must bookin.
'nightZ. 'dreamZ. gasp wait. last night's dream. i put a bomb on a plane, and then i got caught. but then my hands kept slipping out of the handcuffs lolz hilarious. being the honest person (have no idea how this fits in with my criminal persona), i kept showing my hands to the police to tell him to handcuff me again. and then when i was at home (bailed out? no idea), i attempted to exonerate myself by talking to brilliant! and seriously i was being rather logical. remembered thinking how lawyer-ish i was in my dream. and then when i looked again, brilliant morphed into candy! laughZ completely warped. msged ben and he replied "delusional Beauty". truly~
Name: Foo Guo Zhong Melvyn
Age: 19+
Affiliations: MSHS (Pri), Rosyth, RI, RJC, SFX (LoG)
Bday: 14th Nov
Email: mel_protoss@hotmail.com
out for a night~ just oneeeeee night... in e nameeeeeeeeeeee of love. *remembers moulin rouge* as usual, when i have nothing to do, i start blog surfing, reading old blog and diary entries, old photos... reminiscing e past. another extreme and radical end of e spectrum... many ppl live too much in the future that they neglect e present. for me it's the past -.- ok la but at this point i think it's more beneficial than debilitating.
anyway a few days ago i looked thru the cat class photos... lolz and printed the entire chunk. intend to make it into an album... photo collection of courage cat class '07. lolz then i shall bring it for our catechist outing (sobz pray i can make it... but haiz v busy eoy schedule) and aunty annabelle, anthony and i can sit and laugh and remember the good times =) i miss aunty annabelle... haven't talked to her in such a long time. and anthony too. still see in church la but so little opportunities for the chats we used to have. actually haiz many ppl in the catechist group. i tend to have stigmas towards adults (which is currently intensified by the many utterly ridiculous enciks that i've come across these months), but that group was really amazing. sad that everyone split up. reallyyy looking forward to e reunion (if it does happen... but it will la eventually. haiz but with my many burnt weekends... just hopeZ). e power of nostalgia... makes u appreciate wat u had. then u project it forward, it'll make u treasure what u have.
its october. really late in the year. hols are starting soon... and all this just washed over me cos there's such a surreality (esp concerning time) in army life. lolz jacob once mentioned while we were in e field... and that phrase just stuck cos it describes this entire feeling so precisely. 13 more months~ must make ord planZ omgggg damn exciting have a 8 mth break after ord. holidayyyyyyy. so many ppl want to work but ugh. young! must enjoy leh if not now then when. seriously... my mum always advises me to invest in property (and other hackneyed financial advice)... but i want a sportZ car! cos i think it just totally looks weird when a sports car drives up and everyone is ogling at it... and out pops a 45 year old balding man in a midlife crisis. must be some dashing young 30+ bachelor in e prime of his youth (ok la... a little past the prime time) that swings open e door and pops out de maaa.
ok faintZ drift to another universe le. wings of delusion. wings of freedom. lift me from my woes. but hm if there's one thing i appreciate abt these few months... it's the banishment of the constant buzz of stress from things not completed yet in the past few years of school life. in school, there was no respite. u (lolz ok la cannot generalize... must use 'i') only find time for myself by procrastinating. if not u just end up getting lost in the whirlwind of work. whereas now, there is really nothing at all when i bookout. the only stress is the uncertainty of when to book in again (which while significant, is a very different kind of stress). rare moments of respite from the demands of circumstances. feel like doing a prose on procrastination... i maintain that it is one of e best solutions to the buzz~ but it's late and must sleep... tmr early morning must bookin.
'nightZ. 'dreamZ. gasp wait. last night's dream. i put a bomb on a plane, and then i got caught. but then my hands kept slipping out of the handcuffs lolz hilarious. being the honest person (have no idea how this fits in with my criminal persona), i kept showing my hands to the police to tell him to handcuff me again. and then when i was at home (bailed out? no idea), i attempted to exonerate myself by talking to brilliant! and seriously i was being rather logical. remembered thinking how lawyer-ish i was in my dream. and then when i looked again, brilliant morphed into candy! laughZ completely warped. msged ben and he replied "delusional Beauty". truly~